This is going to be Sappy XD

but stick around, or just skip to the end i have updates

So, i've been reading a lot of stuff on this site: www.givesmehope.com It's really nice, and shows that there's some hope for this hate-filled society we all believe we in. Well i tend to feel ashamed to be a part of it. 149 pages in and i keep going, already i've felt much happier , if not more hopeful in this world.
I'm not advertising the site, if that;s what you're thinking
still check it out, i find it to be warming

what i wanted to say is that, anyone, whether i know you or not, i'll try my best to help, so feel free to talk, i promise i'll try my best to answer back. I wanna do it because A) i like to help, and it makes me feel guilty that if i have the chance to help, and i don't take it, that i had a hand in the problem. But, also for m own satisfaction. Just so i know i'm not the horrible person i start getting myself to believe i am.
So I just figured i'd tell my watchers and friends that, cuz you guys are all awesome, and i don't feel upset with myself as much, least when i'm on here having a nice conversation RP or whatever with you people. You're all really nice, just know that, and i'd be devastated without you, even if a I Rarely talk to you.

Alright that's enough of this sappiness.
If you stuck around to read that all, thanks

UPDATE

You remember when i promised to answer those questions?I've answered them, i''m just trying to figure out what to put them to XD
maybe a picture, or whatever, mind telling me what? XD

And, i've been drawing, on Index cards XD it's fun, but i already earned 75 cents to make my one friend a Hunger Games Card i drew!
Any requests, cuz that's all i seems to be drawing on
I feel proud

And Blaisie, yeah i drew Vaati, but his shoes are killer D: I'll just redraw him on an index card XD but i haven't forgotten


And i got a 100 on a science quiz, and  on a spanish HW And i think i did pretty  well on that one thing  everyone was calling a "test" even tho she did tell everyone XD
And that monday, i had cried about hating myself for being a fail XD See, crying does help~ !

Sorry for being such a jerk to all of you, please forgive me

and if you have an questions, ask!

Bye bye~